I more than understand. In 2015 I parted with my first car, 1956 Chevy 210 2 door. Dad helped me pull it home on Thanksgiving 1965. Not running, pulled the engine, rebuilt it, drove it through 3 years of high school. Served me off and on through the 80s. Sold it to a guy that lived some distance away, so there is little chance I will stumble on it again. With the cost of restoration parts, plus paint, upholstery, figured it was time.